I will always regret

Describe a risk you took that you do not regret.

I have got to be the most boring person in the world. OK, maybe not the whole world, but I am boring. I am too afraid to take risks.

Call me a coward, but I feel if I take a risk, I will mostly regret it. The regret will plague me and eat me alive.

No way. Let me stay in my little comfort zone. Thank you very much.

For The Moment…88

For thou art my hope, O Lord God; thou art my trust from my youth. Cast me not off in the time of old age; forsake me not when my strength fails.

Psalm 71 verses 5 and 9.

When I am most vulnerable, the Lord will sustain me.

I will remember His love and his kindness from the time of my youth.

All my life, he will be good to me.

He is my hope, and in Him, do I put my trust.

Take control sooner

Write about a time when you didn’t take action but wish you had. What would you do differently?

In any relationship, romantic, business, or friendship, I find you need to hold onto who you are.

You have principles and keep an eye on them and remember them at all times. Sure, you can let loose and enjoy life and the situation but never lose sight of who you are.

I did once, and I found myself doing everything he wanted and nothing I wanted. Fortunately, I woke up early enough to get out of the so-called relationship. He didn’t like it, but because he didn’t have his hooks on me tight enough, I walked away strong and on my own two feet. But I wish I did it sooner. Nevertheless, I did it in the nick of time.

For The Moment…87

Let all those that seek thee rejoice and be glad in ther; and let such as love thy salvation say continually, let God be magnified.

Psalm 70 verse 5

We praise him not just for what he has done but for who he is.

Life is not always about us. We see the Lord in all his beauty.

We praise him and lift him up because he is God.

He is worthy to be praised.

Transit

What makes you nervous?

I travel on local transit to work and it is unpredictable.

Since Covid, more and more homeless and dangerous people travel alongside regular commuters. Man, I see some weird things going on. I keep to myself. I try to be pleasant. I let people go ahead of me, and I don’t argue because you never know what that other person would pull out.

For The Moment…86

My eyes fail while I wait for my God.

Psalm 69 verse 3

Sometimes the problem is so big I can not see beyond it, so focused am I on the situation I fail to remember His promises.

There is nothing too big or too small to waken the ear of my God.

The answer may not come when I am looking for it or even where I  anticipate it’s coming, but rest assured it will come on time. 

He will not tarry in his deliverance because he will not make those who wait on him be ashamed. 

This is his promise to me. 

For The Moment…85

Sing, unto God, sing praises to his name: extol him that ride the upon the heavens by his name JAH, and rejoice before him.

Psalm 68 verse 4.

Who is he, and what is his name?

He is the Lord almighty who called the things that are not into existence.

The one who rides on the wi d in Majesty and Glory.

The one who kills and makes alive.

The one who has the power to destroy every living creature on the earth with the wave of his hand.

His voice is like  thunder, and from his face, the heavens flee away and tremble.

Great is his faithfulness to his people.

Great is his love and mercy. His compassion is renewed all day long.

On my knees

How do you unwind after a demanding day?

I fall on my knees and I give thanks to the Lord for seeing me through.

Hey.

The day could have gone far worse.

Last week, for example, was really challenging mentally and  demanding with me helping some vulnerable clients during their appointments in  the clinic.The Lord gave me the physical strength to work through the day as well as the mental strength I needed. In the end,I was able to say I did my best. It may not be enough for the clients, but with my vast experience, they received all I had to give.

Seeing the cognitive decline of clients I have helped over the years is taxing. My compassion is growing along with my frustrations. It is not easy to watch on the sidelines and not feel something for these people. They find it hard to understand what is happening to them.

Why can’t they hear like they did when they were young?

Why do people lead them around to places they do not want to go?

Why is no one listening to them? Why do they have to do what they are told?

And who are these people who are calling me Mom?

Dementia is an evil disease with no respect to anyone. It seems to strike whenever and whoever it desires.

Health is a blessing I do not take lightly.

At the end of a day like that, I thank the Lord for helping me, and I give him thanks for my blessings.

Very Carefully…

How do you use social media?

I use Facebook for information and to stay connected with some associations or groups or even friends. I love to see what is trending or I post. I use  X once in a blue moon. I have not really sat down to use Instagram.

There is just too much to do on social media and not enough time.

For The Moment…84

If I regard iniquity in my heart, the Lord will not hear me.

Psalm 66 verse 18

Who do we think we are praying to the Lord without sincerity?

We are fake in compassion and evil lurks in the corners of our hearts. We have offenses we have not confessed whereby we wish to give evil for evil.

Who are we to come before a holy God with dirty hands trying to justify our actions?

We are nothing. We must learn to bring our sins or problems our heavy hearts to him. Open our minds and confess our wrongdoings, and leave them at his feet. Let the Lord fight for us. Let him take vengeance for us. He understands and knows what is best.

Forgiveness is not easy, but by taking that first step towards the Lord is a leap in the right direction.